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Name: kat
Country: Philippines
Birthday: 1/16/1984
Gender: Female


Interests: smokin,drinkin,partyin,road tripping to TAGAYTAY,survivor challenges at the BEACH,getting WHAPACKED,starving myself to death,contemplating the meaning of life with all its complexities,conversing with interesting ppl
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Member Since: 9/19/2003

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Friday, August 05, 2005

its this:
that a certain point in our lives become controlled by fate. thats's the world's biggest lie


he recognized that he was feeling something he had never experienced before. the desire to live in one place forever. with the girl with her raven hair, his days would never be the same again.

but his heart, he knew that it did matter. and he knew that shepherds, like seamen, and like travelling salesmen, always found a town where there was someone who could make them forget the joys of a free wandering.

the alchemist


Monday, February 07, 2005

it was a rather weird day,,,
first my little sisters got hit by a speeding car at the village bakery. they didnt tell us about it till late that night while we were hearing mass. they all got bruises which was unbearable to see. they told us they fell off their friend's bike. which was quite a lame excuse. they said they didnt wanna riun the day's lakad, cuz were going to the cementery to visit my lolo and i took shots fr0m the park.

then we heard mass at the project4 church, where a protest was being held. Ivy, a young girl age 24 was held up on her way home. the two robbers were trying to get her cellphone. she was able to run away with her phone when the robbers shot him at the head two times! bullseye, the shooetr must have been experienced for he shot right at her head. she was still able to get to their house, all bloddy and shit, but she died right their at their hse's front gate. and get this.... their house is right infront the church! her parents found her at the steps and they were asking cars passing by for a lift at the Labor hospital, which is just aroung 3mins drive from the place. all of them refused to saying their car's sira and other excuses! what an ass!! the preciding priest, father robert reyes (a known activist) was so angry at the people fpr being so uncaring and so selfish. i mean who wouldnt.. right??

it was too much for one sunday, which i thought would be carefree and free flowing.

i thank GOD with all my heart that nothing really serious happend to my litlle sisters.

this monday morning the news was out my dad knew about it already, we told our mom last night and of course she got furious. it was like a scene from dekada '70. my mom sounded like Ate Vi. i cant blame her for acting like that, it was her children for christ's sake! and you know how mothers are. as i was saying the following morning my dad woke me up."gising na mag uusap tyo". god it was like 8am, too early for me to get up. i slept late finishing a plate. so i didnt get up. selfish me! it turns out, my sisiters didnt go to school. next thing i heard my dad screaming "tanga kayo! gago! di nyo agad sinabi"

PUTANGINA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
kaya nga hindi sinabi dahil alam na magaglit ka eh. puta nagkamali na nga sisigawan mo pa! mumurahin mo pa! tangina mga bata pa yan, anong gusto mong mangyari! kupal sya nga 'tong mas matanda bakit hindi siya umintindi!

di pa nya sinamanhan sila magpa x-ray to see if there;s any damage. my other sister hayzel bumped her head. my brother pa NAG drive eh may class pa yun.

i dont get it! i dont get him!

may maidudulot bang maganda yubng pAg sisigaw niya at pag mumura nya? for christ's sake! ang babata pa ng mga kapatid ko mumurahin pa nya, di na nya naisip yung nararmdaman nila! sila na nga tong na aksidente minura pa! di nalng nya naisip yung emotional trauma that they're both going through.

he's not helping at all!

ok lang kung ako murahin nya pero naman wag yung mga kapatid ko, tangina ang babata pa nila to experience all these. pucha murahin kapa ng tatay mo na akala mo di ka iiwanan kahit anong mangayri! tama ba naman yung inasal nya? para syang hindi tatay eh. i dont get him. KUPAL siya!

kawawa nman mom ko, buhat sya to the max!

im so disappointed how my dad reacted to it. i mean, nandyan na eh, cge sorry d sinabi agad. bkit kaya di nya alamin kung bakit hindi sinabi agad. siya rin nman yung reason kung bakit hindi sinabi eh, dahil alam na magaglit siya at sisigawan. di ba nya maintindihan yun? napaka kitid nman ng utak nya kung ganon.

I DONT GET HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!! PUTANGINA!


Monday, January 24, 2005

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